ShopDreamUp AI ArtDreamUp
Deviation Actions
Happy New Year peoples!
I have to admit, I may not have been completely ready mental health wise to return to deviantart and well... to my art in general.
However, I've decided to keep going anyway.
I'll keep drawing. I know I'll cry, get angry at my work, delete panels and hours of work in frustration. I know I'll feel like my work is never good enough.
I also know I will get through this... it is, after all, a new day... a new month. Even a new year.
I want to be here. I want to see all of your wonderful creations. I want to fulfil my desire to create.
I want to be free of the self-hatred and crippling anxiety that threatens to crush me ever day.
I want a coffee.
I want to wish you all an amazing and safe start to 2015. <3
I have to admit, I may not have been completely ready mental health wise to return to deviantart and well... to my art in general.
However, I've decided to keep going anyway.
I'll keep drawing. I know I'll cry, get angry at my work, delete panels and hours of work in frustration. I know I'll feel like my work is never good enough.
I also know I will get through this... it is, after all, a new day... a new month. Even a new year.
I want to be here. I want to see all of your wonderful creations. I want to fulfil my desire to create.
I want to be free of the self-hatred and crippling anxiety that threatens to crush me ever day.
I want a coffee.
I want to wish you all an amazing and safe start to 2015. <3
OH HELLO D'ARE
Well this is awkward.
Long story short - I've crawled back to Deviantart like a bird on it's belly.
Short story er... long - I got married. I still have an anxiety disorder. Some days I manage it, other days I don't. I went back to University. I'm studying Digital Media.
I'm attending a very awesome Visual Arts School. -https://cdwstudios.com/ I'm writing a novel. See below for more details.
My old art - I'm keeping my old art on here for two reasons 1. Shits and giggles 2. So I can see my progress.My new art - I will be posting a lot of art based on my upcoming novel. This will include characters and world building concept design and id
NO U CANNOT PLAY!
So my fiance' goes and surprises me with a copy of DAI. However, I have told myself that I'm not allowed to play it until I finish my comic.
Will hopefully have the next page up by tomorrow night
Then I will finish it and only then will I allow myself to play DAI.
TAKE THAT PROCRASTINATION AND SELF DOUBT!
So either this will actually work and I will have the sweet, wonderful feeling of achievement that comes with actually finishing something... or I will end up sobbing uncontrollably on the floor.
ONLY TIME WILL TELL!
I CAN DIE HAPPY!
... there is a digital Gideon, called Gideon, voiced by Gideon. Essentially Gideon is now fully in game form.
http://delsinsfire.tumblr.com/post/102215205703/gideons-perfect-face-appreciation-post-x
Also DAI soons. I have to admit I am getting a little excited. Not sure if I'll get to play it straight away though.
How is it November?
Time where you going?
...
© 2015 - 2024 noturmary
Comments4
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In
![Lovely Shoujo Emoji (Huggy Hug) [V2]](https://fc04.deviantart.net/fs70/f/2014/073/c/6/lovely_shoujo_emoji__huggy_hug___v2__by_jerikuto-d7a4cw7.gif)